whenever the outlook looks bleak,it feels gd to have your families and friends behind you.that is 1 thing money can't buy.!

i know i may be stuck up at times or many times, but do i deserve the treatment i am getting from you ppl?

course ended.became a sergeant finally.although i had initally wanted to be an officer, but i realised mayb i am not juz qualified enough.a sergeant rank is gd enough for me and i am glad i made it through 2 months of tough yet fun and memorable training with fun ppl ard.thinned down a lot especially during these 2 weeks.last last week was survival training when i did nt eat anything for 2 days, and last week was a 5 days outfield summary exercise where slp and nice food is nvr enough.time to fatten up a bit.life back in my unit is far better than that during course and i have some trouble adapting to it.lol.

juz finished a memorable 7-8km fast march carrying a 20+kg load on thurs.that was the first time i think in 3 months that i ever carried a load and marched ever since the completion of my sispec course way back in august.was made front scout and thus have to lead the guys with my pace.it definitely wasn't easy.especially the ending part where we have to march round and round the parade square until the last guy came back.literally felt like crying but am glad that i made it through.next week will be the start of my recce course and i am gonna pull through it no matter how hard it gonna be.

bike course has juz ended for me.it had been a very fun course.feeling a bit sian that it is all over now.will definitely miss the instructors there esp mr wong and leong who have made my course very fun and enjoyable.
anyway i reported back to my new unit at keat hong camp direct a day after my bike course ended.was a nicer camp compared to that at kranji and had some pt to toughen us up.sian.i foresee a tough week ahead when the csm and mayb oc return.recce course is not going to be easy.

i need to be stronger!

mayb i have been thinking too much all along.mayb it wasn't even what i thought it was in the first place.mayb i shld juz move on.but it is juz so hard.

dang!

half of my 1 month bike course is over!starting my public road riding tomoro after 2 weeks of dull riding ard the circuit.bike course has been fun mostly except during the travelling part when i have to travel from my home in JE to bedok everyday from Mon to Sat as it is a 5.5 days work week.Staying out and enjoying life as a half-civilian has been nice.
2 more weeks and i will have a driving permit to drive the class 2B bike, and it also means the end of the stay out course and moving to my new camp at keat hong, and also another beginning of training to prepare for the Recce Commander Course in november.Tough luck that i have to be a recce.
wat to do?enjoy life when can lo.